Better get on your knees & pray

I've had the name of this song in my head for a couple of weeks now. "Gas Panic" by Oasis. I remember really liking it around early 2006 when they came they play a show here. They remind me of someone. A BOY I dreamt about the night before last, which was the night after my birthday. If I could control my dreams (BRANDON BOYD FROM INCUBUS CAN DO IT! His mom taught him!), I would have been like "You? LOL! WTF? GTFO (get the fuck out), loser! SALAME! What R UUU doing in MY post-birthday dream? U iz sooo not a part of ~MY LIFE~ anymore". But maybe deep down. HE'S STILL IN THERE! LURKING IN THE SHADOWS OF MY SUBCONSCIOUSSS...sss...sss.

SSSnake. Snape. Slytherin. Parseltongues. I said to Tegan the other day..."He's like Voldemort from Harry Potter, you know. They don't even says his name anymore". I was't talking about the (pretty, tall, long-haired) boy who intruded upon my dream then, though.

Regarding snakes & dreams, I had this dream that Swamiji exorcised me. I had a bad energy (spirit?) in my stomach. Genesis 3:6: & then the unclean spirit entered, as quoted in Pearl Jam's "Jeremy" vid. But Swamiji got it out. It came up my throat & out my mouth. I felt it the entire way, violent, fast, thick like an anaconda. Black (like the smoke monster from LOST maybe). It was so strong going through my body, it hurt, I felt it. & I fell to the ground. Probably the most symbolic dream I've had all year, alongside the scorpion-in-the-mouth one.

HOWEVER my intention was to post this song & some lyrics. Bc I stopped & listened, read & remembered them just now. & then I understood why the idea of it had been lingering in my mind ~



What tongueless ghost of sin crept through my curtains?
Sailing on a sea of sweat on a stormy night
I think he don't got a name but I can't be certain
And in me he starts to confide

That my family don't seem so familiar
And my enemies all know my name
And if you hear me tap on your window
Better get on your knees and pray
Panic is on the way...!